#soukoku kinktober day 31: Writer’s Choice
Chuuya had never given a single thought to marriage until today, watching Dazai lounge lazily across the couch while eating Neapolitan ice cream straight from the tub.
"Seeing something you like~?” Dazai teased. Chuuya was caught.
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chuuya forcing dazai to watch himself in the mirror as he gets fucked without any of his bandages on, not allowed to look away from the years of scars littering his skin while chuuya whispers praise in his ear, murmuring that he’s perfect even like this, until dazai is crying 😵💫
They arrive at Chuuya's apartment late night. Dazai hanging onto him for stability while Chuuya trying so hard not to fall to the ground. They are giggling and stealing kisses to the other's cheek. Once they are inside, they both take a bath together.
Dazai viewing sex as the rawest form of love between two people & using it excessively both to try to feel human & to punish himself for struggling to fill that void he always knew would remain empty