mungkin km pernah mikir "knp ya proses hidupku ga semulus cerita hidup org lain" percayalah, itu bagian dari bentuk pesan Allah kalo org lain belum tentu bisa sesabar dan sehebat km, walaupun prosesnya ga mudah, tetaplah bertahan di lahan yg tandus, one day, the sadness will end.
My toxic trait?
I shut down and I push people away.
Even when it's at a time when I need someone the most. And as much as I don't want to, for some reason, I do it anyway. I Isolate myself and suffer in silence because I feel that's what I have to do and I don't deserve help.