Some ppl teach u the depth of ur heart by first ripping it into shreds, and thats why u meet them. These human shaped hurricanes these devastating beings disguised as soft flesh and bone.
U say u love rain, but u open ur umbrella. U say u love the sun, but u find a shadow spot. U say u love wind, but u close ur windows. This is why Iโm afraid when u say u love me.
let down all the times when u donโt call. What I feel, i shouldnโt show u, so when u r around, i wonโt. Ik Iโve no right to feel it, but it doesnโt mean I donโt.
Ik that I donโt own u and perhaps i never will. So my anger when u r with her, Iโve no write to feel. Ik that u donโt owe me and I shouldnโt ask for more. I shouldnโt feel so..