@diannahaze i relate so strongly to the feelings you shared. life fucking sucks horribly at times. i occasionally will imagine myself as sisyphus, and one must imagine sisyphus is happy to push that boulder in hopes of eventual completion. i have to live, so i can enjoy the good days.
@diannahaze my psych said something very resonant with my life once, i hope it helps you here too:
what matters is the general trend of your mood. it may spike down and up crazily. we will have bad or the worst times even when we're getting better. most importantly its the trend of our mood.
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That’s a question rooted in sacrifice…
but true devotion isn’t found in a single moment of death—
it’s found in the quiet choices you make every day.
To be present.
To listen.
To protect not just with your body, but with your patience, your love, your growth.
Dying for them… that’s noble.
But living for them—
healing your wounds so theirs don’t deepen,
breaking cycles so they don’t repeat,
showing up when it’s uncomfortable—
that… is the deeper form of love.
Anyone can fall on a sword.
But few carry the weight of responsibility,
with grace… every day.
@rif_yaseen its not other's responsibility to help you. if you want to get up and not fall as far again, you must get up on your own. learn yourself and don't lean on anyone as a crutch for temporary gains. kind reflection, acceptance and growth. maybe a dash of therapy. u got this. 🙏