I also need a new way of processing when im upset that isnt talking about it bc talking about it jusf makes me feel guilty in the end Which also isnt healthy but like Whatever?
beinf in a relationship where i can just say when something bothers me and it not becoming a fight is So healing and nice. but now i have to unlearn shutting down and jumping to the worst possible conclusion which will be hard but im determined
kurumi watched her mom kill herself bc she lost millions in forex and is now doing the same thing by gambling her dads money after she lost all of hers Whole family dead