Hi Iโm Rachel and I just submitted an assignment to my professor without attaching the file. Que Iโm an idiot email to follow...๐คฆ๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ why am I like this?!?
A woman Iโve only spoke to weekly for the last 2 months; in 15 minutes sessions just told me she has suspected I had ADHD. But a doctor Iโve seen my entire life didnโt figure it out until last month. ๐คฏ๐คฏ๐คฏ but how?!?
Tonight Iโm thanking God for the pain, for the heartache, and for the school bus driver who picked me up every Sunday and told me one day it will all make sense. Life is hard, but I believe it all happens for a reason. โค๏ธ#gratefulheart#traumasurvivor#mystory#happensforareason
I remember the summer after first grade; crying and praying every night for my normalcy to return. Now I understand why God said not yet and I went through it, the suffering was not without purpose. It may have taken 18 year to see it but i now understand as I drive down
Snake trail road with added children. I see the house that I thought was going to build me and the memories overwhelm me. But today, it made sense. My suffering, was not without purpose. My suffering was a story to tell, to a little girl praying every night for her normal return.
Sometimes you just need your momma. Weโve been snuggling all day and JJ looked at me and said, we go snuggle in your bed and watch a movie. Yeah baby girl, we sure can.๐
Both my children would get fevers the weekend of busy season and Easter. Happy Spring break! If you see me hitting up a drive thru one too many times this weekend; donโt judge. We are in survival mode.