i will be inactive again purely for the sake of scowling through the commisions i have yet to do! i apologize for the lack of updates and sudden disappearances, but i have been recovering from burn out, and will try to finish all comms I have in queue
alive and will be posting again soon enough, stay tuned ^_^
took a much needed break from social media trying to get back to school and maintaining relationships outside online spaces, hopefully im still welcomed
art hasnt been fun, i thought moving to a different fandom would make me feel better, feel that joy of creating art. i got that for a while, but now everything has once more piled up. im so tired.
ive just recently thought of attempting again, and its been harsh. it really has.
i really wish i could tell people how hard it's getting to keep myself alive, and both continue art as a way to survive. it isnt a hobby anymore. its my means to survive, and im barely doing that. im tired. im sorry.
i dont think people understand how many times ive come close ending my life this past few weeks, and after all that, all i begin worrying about is working. creating art. because people paid for it. people expect me to finish it and i know i need to. but its destroying me.
school has been occupying my time to be able t draw and heavily affecting my mental health, so i apologize for the lack of artwork and commision progress that has been done. ill get back to regular posting once i finish this first semester.