ponyboy

teach man fish to a lifetime

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

you were not put on this earth to be skinny and make money. you were put on this earth to cry in your car and do laundry

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

A call into the void for @dropout to have @DamienHaas on Make Some Noise

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

@elvngrl That’s what I’m trying to do, otherwise I’m gonna start beating my head against a wall

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

so working leads to inevitable burnout but not working leads to panic attacks and being at the absolute whim of my intrusive thoughts cool cool cool cool

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

who do I need to know at @worldofdarkness to become a game tester for Bloodlines 2
I may not be great at video games but I fuckin love VtM and would show what the (very) average player can do with the game 👀

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

“if you’re just here for a paycheck we don’t want you” and then wondering why you have staff retention issues

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

you could not waterboard my intrusive thoughts out of me

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tried typing out how OCD makes my brain work and had to delete it because it’s actually insane

[march ✫ @starlightkree]

it’s a feminine m&m or whatever chappell roan said

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oh so wicked is the only stephen schwartz show with an intelligible plot

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

I literally feel like I’m losing my mind and HE IS THE ONE WHO GOT SICK

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

fun late night thoughts: I truly think my emetophobia is going to stop me from ever having children. I can’t even be a supportive partner when my fiancé feels sick

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

he just threw up once randomly and I’m laying in bed fucking shaking waiting to see if it’s a one off or if I need to disinfect everything so I don’t get sick

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

sweeney goat: the demon barber of bleat street

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my roommate cooked something with so much cayenne pepper in it that walking into the kitchen triggers an instant asthma attack

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guess I’ll just have meltdowns and burn out for the rest of my life because I can’t ask for reasonable accommodation anywhere

[ponyboy @radiantloser_]

so if you’re self diagnosed autistic you can’t ask for any accommodations but if you’re clinically diagnosed autistic you can’t adopt children or go to New Zealand

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“reporting sexual assault ruins people’s lives” no the fuck it doesn’t

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is it covid, pregnancy, or autistic burnout from living in fight or flight for 6 months? the world may never know

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I’m realizing I care about as much about carrying a curated bouquet of flowers down the aisle as I would about carrying a head of broccoli with a ribbon on it, but I have no idea what my alternative is

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women of a certain* age

*googling actor’s ages before deciding if they’re hot