On a vacation for a month and there is no scale fucked me up so bad to the point where I dream everyday that I step on a scale and I’m 68kg #bulimia#edtwt#mia#ed#misery
I’ve been binging for the past week now or even more n I fucking hate my guts im back at 60-61kg n I have no control anymore like I genuinely don’t think twice before I eat can u guys plz drop some toxic comments I wanna be sick again please be as rude as possible #edtwtㅤ#mia
I’ve been binging for a week and I’m actually so fucking scared to go check my weight. I’m dreading it but I have to, so I might do it when I wake up n I hope I won’t have to end my self #mia#edtwt genuinely what do I do I’m so lost I need help
I got better it’s like I recovered but I want to relapse again so I could lock in and lose all the weight I’ve been wanting to lose but I js can’t simply get myself to relapse it’s been like two months since I’ve purged but I can’t tell if I’m proud of myself or not #mia#edtwtㅤ