Rain 🦋

my skz bias are soonie, doongie, and dori.

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i'm back

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finally got the things diagnosed that i can get diagnosed (DID cant be diagnosed rn bc i dont have money and my parents are sh*t so i have to wait but the psychiatrist said we did meet the criteria)
and i have
✨bipolar disorder✨
fun times-

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im back
again

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private is @rai_privatelife

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im gonna make a priv account sometime today so i'll post what it is when i have it set up

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@youkanstay thank you!!

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i am going extinct for a little while to try and be a better human being and when i come back hopefully i will be a new species of the Laquinopule
thank you and i will see you kind folks someday soon

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@youkanstay thank you so much :((

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TW: mention of s*lf h*rm

i was able to do water changes for my fishies today even tho i was hella depressed and ended up s*lf h*rming again after being a few months clean....
ig i just wanted someone to be proud of me but
i guess i can do better

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some of these webtoons istg

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@youkanstay tysm youre so sweet 🥺

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tw: the word d!e
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i am so freaking done i want to d!e the health system here wont help me im in so much pain but bc the health system says im "fine" im faking and no one believes me but im frickin crying from the pain in my back and neck

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i have a talent
i can make my friends and family hate me just by existing

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not me having a crisis over my pronouns again

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im getting eight hours a week now of work.
im lucky if i get $400 a month at that rate.
and i have to make a savings of at least $6,000 before i can move out in August
i have never been more freaked out

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well ok so my two cents on the situation:
um
i with slappeth all them bitches and i will slap them hard

ik i said no hating but bish im fUrIOuS

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@lixthusiast i wanna hug him so bad and help somehow

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@glitterji yeah i might just say bye until it settles but now im curious what happened
and why am i always asleep when stuff goes down

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where do y'all stay haters find the toxicity in skz's fandom like i dont doubt its there bc everything has it but like
how
also its always nice when the first thing i see on twt is ppl hating on stays haha love my life. hate on bad ppl not a whole fandom pls

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@glitterji i gathered that lol it seems like a bit of a madhouse rn but

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and even then dont hate like fr
educate and call out but dont hate