raiden | recovery 🪷

| she/they | 18 | 🏳️‍🌈 | 🏩 x 3 |
trying to make my younger self proud & get my life back |
number one monster ultra watermelon enthusiast ♡

[raiden | recovery 🪷 @raidenbitesback]

please take some time of your day to read this, it's really important for me ♡
(especially if we are moots)

[raiden | recovery 🪷 @raidenbitesback]

finally in my safe space ♡
i can't wait to get my strength back and be able to ski again next year !!

(also i might not be very active bc i'm not strong enough yet to deal with triggering content, i hope you understand..)

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@loserbf__ omg that's the sweetest thing ever, i am soooo proud of you, we can do thia together lovely 💗

[raiden | recovery 🪷 @raidenbitesback]

🪷 new intro 🪷
hi, i' m raiden.
i've been suffering from ana b/p for more than 6 years.
my biggest passions are:
skiing, swimming, writing poetry & making bracelets

join me on my journey to get myself back and finally start living again ♡

[raiden | recovery 🪷 @raidenbitesback]

@huysdinner idk, it's not my pic haha

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i said my final goodbye to the scale this morning: i weighed myself for the last time
i'm done holding on to a severly uw bmi where i am in constant danger and can't do anything that used to bring me joy.
from now on i WON'T measure my worth in numbers !!

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@m4n0g3 thank you ♡

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@Snakedstarves thank you:( ♡

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tw // vent
i know i'm trying to recover but i am struggling so hard and i can't even eat enough to maintain..
BUT we are going on our skiing trip tomorrow so hopefully being around my family will help me with the guilt:(

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@69imo aww thank youu 💗

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a golden themed lunch ♡
i finally got home from school and now i'll go shopping with my mum to get some stuff for our skiing trip, i'm so excited !!

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@lizzykilojoules thank you so much !! 💗

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@Ivyestella12

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@starsy7154 ahww thank youu !! 💗

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@ashes2bones same goes for you my dear, you are the sweetest ever !! 💗

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@Bubblechutea1 aww thank you 💗

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i've decided i'm going to stop weighing myself and as a first step i won't be taking my scale with me on our family skiing trip !!
because i KNOW i wouldn't be able to allow myself the foods that i truly want and loved as a kid if i kept focusing on the numbers all day

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@Adaaaworld tysm adam ily 💗

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@einsdreins omg yayy, i am soo proud of you !! we can do this 💪
i'm always here if you need anything ♡

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@solarsolei ahw thank you ♡

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@sst4rv3 tysm 💗

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@vanilawaffIe thank you ♡

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@l0usdiary tysm !! ♡