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random thoughts | ctto

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I HATE YOU

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I'm worried about my grades even I don't take my acads seriously, I have no motivation to do some of my activities, I feel unmotivated and mentally drained.

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I'm fine just not happy.

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I hate when people act like they don't see my message.

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I act like I don't care but deep down it's killing me.

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I wanna mute my overthinking.

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I'm not expecting anything but I'm silently hoping for something.

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It's funny how a memory turns into a bad dream

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My favorite person is now ignoring me.

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Last of October, no new still you

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Trying to be fine, but I failed.

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I lost my joy again, but I'm okay.

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Sometimes a hug is all you need to make you feel better.

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Sorry for being cold when I get sad.

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I lied when I said I was fine.

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You know it hurts when you can't control your tears.

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Earphone in, volumes up, Ignore the world.

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Even at my besy, Im useless.

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Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you, But ain't nobody love you like I do.