✩ Tony ✩

17 • edtwt & shtwt • any pronouns

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

@Meredith7069692 Yes omg, at this point im conviced something is inherently wrong with my brain and its makeing it impossible for me to ever be okay. I just dont care about getting better, i have never had an intrinsic urge to recover. Just sucks that this hurts others.

[honeybunny @bunnwantstodie]

@angelicxro did the itsy bitsy spider stop trying when it was washed away by the rain over and over again? No, it went up the spout again.

Keep going babes you got this💕🥺

[blehell @Meredith7069692]

does anyone wait for the day they can move out of their parents so that they can live a life of misery? like why do I feel most comfortable miserable. I can't wait for the day I get to go to work, go home and smoke weed, slice my legs open, and then eat a rice cake.

[B0n3z 📼 semi ia ☆ @B0n3z3ats0ats]

Things I gained in recovery other than weight
A 🧵 for recoverytwt

[𝑒𝓋 @glamourmagik]

things i wish i knew would happen to me before i started using

a substance abuse awareness thread

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

@t4ste0flife Thank you! I will❤️‍🩹

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

Made it a little longer, its kinda ugly but thats alright ig

Tw: sh

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

@t4ste0flife we dont know each other, but i am incredibly pround of you. 1 month and 13 days is amazing and i hope you will keep fighting

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

@etatnoka Ty!

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

Having to choose between my ed and actually living is so exhausting, why cant i just do both

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

I thought i was gonna recover so i wasn't on here but i canged my mind again 😍

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

I have been behaving really fat lately, I needed to give my body something to do.

Tw: sh

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

I‘m desperate. I am gonna cut my tongue and hope that will stop me from eating.

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

Life is so weird rn

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

My brother is back gang👊

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

Idk what’s going on but I just had to call the police because my brother might be on his way to kill himself and my mom said we should fucking PRAY INSTEAD OF CALLING THE POLICE WTF SHE ISN’T EVEN RELIGIOUS

[✩ Tony ✩ @rain_tonii]

I want to run away from home, live in a forest and kill myself