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flipping the pages through my disordered diary

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idk how y’all portion control bc i either be starving or inhaling the whole kitchen there’s nothing in between

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drinking iced americano while eating helps so much... i don't even want to finish my entire meal

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can't breathe

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wearing my waist trainer to bed tonight.

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done 🙏

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just ordered sprite i'm gonna drink the whole bottle and throw up now

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just ordered sprite i'm gonna drink the whole bottle and throw up now

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i hate the feeling of being full omg this is why i always b/p and never just binge it never ends well for me

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i hate the feeling of being full omg this is why i always b/p and never just binge it never ends well for me

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there is no point in anything if i don't fit in pretty little clothes

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i have only 15 days to lose the most weight and i NEED to trigger my honeymoon phase again

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@sam0sal0ver the willpower i need

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@tiramissulover FOR FREE ??????

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ate over 8k cals today. starting a 72 hour fast right away.

[leo @loser_leo1958]

"having a naturally fast metabolism is the worst-"

[𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐱 † @ursilentlover_]

lmfaooo😭😭

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binging like there's no tomorrow 🤣☝️

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people either alter or go sizes up to fit into their clothes but i alter my own body to fit into any size which won't fit me

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not restricting today bc i'm out with my dad after a long time

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nikocado lost weight and looks skinner than me i really don't have any excuse i should just give up

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@ANTICAL0RIE omg my waist trainer just came today you can borrow mine bestfriend 😘

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@jho1momo thankyou 😘🎀

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got a waist trainer guys now if this doesn't give me a 23 inch waist overnight i'm ending it all

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34 mins in and i feel so nauseous and in pain ??? i thought this would be a painless process to get a snatched waist since 4 hours at the gym is never enough for my body wtf

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got a waist trainer guys now if this doesn't give me a 23 inch waist overnight i'm ending it all