I never try to understand my man better. When he said “anak yang pergi tu bukan anak you sorang. Tu anak i jugak. Walaupun i tak masuk hospital, tapi you ingat i tak sedih ke kehilangan anak”. And that really kills me inside
Nobody will ever understand perasaan tak dapat sediakan rumah yang selamat untuk anak dalam rahim. beat myself too hard, blamed myself for everything. You’re not in my shoes. You will never understand.
The fact that Allah makes my best friend pregnant about the same time as me, while I failed to carry one on my own. He is the best planner. I know my best friend will always share the love of my unborn child with me 🤍