You know what shook me when I was Muslim?
Psalm 22. A song written by King David a thousand years before Jesus.
It opens: “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” The exact words Jesus cried from the cross.
But it keeps going, and it describes a scene David never lived:
“They have pierced my hands and my feet.”
“All my bones are out of joint.”
“I can count all my bones — people stare and gloat over me.”
“They divide my garments among them and cast lots for my clothing.”
David was never crucified. Crucifixion didn’t even exist in David’s time. It wouldn’t be invented for centuries.
So how does a man describe death by piercing hands and feet, and soldiers gambling for his clothes, a thousand years before it happened to Jesus exactly as written?
You know what really rattled me?
This was a photograph taken a thousand years early.
Pierced hands and feet. Gambling for the garments. Mocking crowds. Bones out of joint from hanging.
Every detail, at the foot of the cross, fulfilled.
Islam told me to doubt the crucifixion.
David described it in HD ten centuries before it happened.
You can’t erase an event that was prophesied in that much detail.
There was this girl in our class that everyone labeled as “dumb.” She’d raise her hand constantly and ask a million questions during lessons. Some were basic, some were deeper, but kids would groan and whisper stuff like “Here we go again” or “How does she not get this?” Even some teachers would taunt her. One day a teacher sighed and said, “Really? You’re asking this again?” while the class laughed.
But no matter what, she kept asking. Never backed down.
The crazy part? She topped almost every single exam. Like, consistently one of the highest scorers. Everyone lost their minds. “She has to be cheating,” they’d say. Teachers were super biased too..... they’d accuse her openly in class. “We’re watching you,” one said during a test. But they could never actually prove anything.
I was pretty socially awkward back then, so I never really talked to her. Just observed from the sidelines.
She was leaving school at the end of the year, and I finally got the chance to ask her about it. She was sitting with her one close friend (they pretty much only hung out with each other). I walked up and said, “Hey… I’ve always wondered. How are you so good at exams when you ask all those questions in class? And how do you just brush off everything people say?”
She smiled a little and looked at her friend, then explained, “It’s not for me. My friend here is really socially anxious. She can’t bring herself to raise her hand or ask for help. So during lectures she writes down every doubt she has, and I ask them for her.”
Her friend nodded shyly and added, “I’d fall so far behind without her. I just freeze up.”
The girl continued, “I know people think I’m stupid. Teachers make fun of me, the class laughs… but if I stop asking, my friend suffers. So I just take it. It’s worth it.”
I stood there stunned. This girl had been enduring taunts, jeers, and straight-up bullying for years, letting everyone believe she was dumb and even a cheater..... just so her anxious friend could learn without fear. She could’ve easily said “Ask your own questions,” but she didn’t. She carried it all.
I told her, “That’s… honestly really selfless. I don’t think a lot of people would do that.”
She just shrugged and said, “She’s my friend. That’s what you do.”
I walked away that day seeing everyone differently. The “dumb” girl wasn’t dumb at all..... she was one of the smartest and kindest people in the room. She just chose to take the hits so someone else didn’t have to.
The hard truth about it all is that these people do not love you, they don’t miss you, they don’t value you… they want to live off of you. In this season you will see people giving you things in the 3D and then asking you for things in the ethers because they are D Y I N G without you. Instead of them receiving the abundance, protection, the vitality, the energy they think they’re tricking you out of… they are speeding up their own demise. Spirit has warned these people to leave you alone but they refuse bc they are possessed and are suffering without you. They use to be cloaked under your protection, feeding off of your sexual energy and even LIVING off of YOUR vitality. Your energy is so potent you have been keeping people alive without even realizing it. They think that if they give you a LITTLE something in the 3D, they can buy their way back into your energy but you’ve ascended so far that the same energy that use to power them up is now like acid and is going to eat them alive from the inside out. Instead of healing their organs, it is deteriorating them. Instead of cloaking them w protection, they’re going to be put right in the spot light. Instead of harnessing abundance, they will be left in poverty the way they wanted you. Instead of being full of vitality, death will take them by surprise. It’s no longer a game to play in your energy. We’ve passed that phase and these human parasites are about to learn the hard way.
The story in the Bible that rattled me before I converted to Christianity from Islam:
The two thieves crucified next to Jesus. I never knew about them. Bro. They’re the whole Gospel in one scene.
Two men. Same sin. Same cross. Same dying breath. Same distance from Jesus — mere feet away on either side.
One mocks Him. One turns to Him and says, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.”
And Jesus tells the second man: “Today you will be with Me in paradise.” Luke 23:43.
That man did ZERO good works. He couldn’t. His hands were nailed down. He never prayed five times. Never fasted. Never gave to the poor. Never got baptized. He had nothing to offer but a dying glance toward Jesus.
And Jesus saved him... on the spot.
In Islam, that man was doomed. No time to balance the scale. No deeds to weigh. Game over. A horrible life with a horrible punishment ahead.
I wonder if that would be me…
Yet in the Gospel, that man was in paradise the same day — because salvation was never about his works. It was about WHO he turned to in his last moment.
Two criminals. Same cross. One simple difference: which one turned to Jesus.
That’s why the Gospel is offensive.
And Jesus asks everyone: who do you say I am?
Test the theory. Go silent and see how they relentlessly attack you thinking you’ve been defeated && then express yourself and watch how they do everything to shut you up. It’s really not about appeasing your opponent. It’s about doing what you’re called to do no matter what they do.
The pathetic part about these jealous parents is they will deliberately try to ruin your relationships, your reputation, your nervous system, your sense of self and everything you put your hands on then have a temper tantrum when it doesn’t work. After they see that you STILL show up for yourself even if they didn’t. You STILL love yourself even if they couldn’t. You STILL believe in yourself after they tried to tear you down and stop you from every angle then they try to play the victim and will tell the world they have no idea why their children don’t talk or visit them. These people are allergic to accountability and will die before they admit that they were jealous of their child’s star power, truth, and opportunities in life because of the energy and destiny they were promised by GOD. They will NEVER admit to their hatred but their will ALWAYS be an energetic disconnect, spiritual contracts ripped apart and eventually 3D receipts of EVERYTHING they said and did to try to stop their child from thriving without them.
When I was Muslim, I used to ask Christians:
“If Jesus was really God, why did He eat, sleep, and bleed like us?”
And honestly, I used to ask it with pride like it was some unbeatable argument.
But later I realized something:
That question was not exposing Christianity.
It was exposing my misunderstanding of what kind of God Jesus claimed to be.
Because the real question is not:
“Why would God become weak?”
The real question is:
“What kind of God would willingly step into human suffering at all?”
Islam taught me about a God who was distant and untouchable.
But Christianity introduced me to a God who stepped into hunger, exhaustion, grief, pain, betrayal, blood, and suffering with us.
And suddenly His humanity stopped feeling like weakness to me.
It became proof of love.
If Jesus ate, it means He came close enough to experience hunger beside us.
If He slept, it means He embraced the exhaustion we carry.
If He bled, it means He did not stand above suffering watching us from a distance.
He entered it Himself.
Philippians 2 says Christ emptied Himself and took on flesh.
Not because He stopped being God, but because He wanted humanity to finally see what God is actually like.
And it turns out God is willing to suffer for the people He loves.
That changed everything for me.
Because every other religion demanded sacrifice from humanity.
Jesus became the sacrifice Himself.
And no prophet in history ever claimed that.
“I can’t believe your FAMILY would do that to you”… who else?
Who else could the enemy weaponize against an individual except for the very people who were designed to love, protect, and nurture that specific person. The cycles that we are witnessing are not coincidences, it is VERY strategic, systematic, and intentional. YOU are the most powerful person here so we will attack EVERYONE around you ESPECIALLY the ones you love the most in the hopes of weakening you so that we can dominate you.
It’s the art of war.
Stop victimizing yourself by repeating cycles of “I can’t believe it was them” it HAD TO BE THEM.
It’s not personal, it’s biblical.
Sometimes the family that raised you was just your first lesson, and not your end all be all. Break the curse && release. You are not always meant to make it to the end w the ones you started with and that’s the price you pay when you’re a leader, a trail blazer and a cycle breaker.
You’re like a walking exorcism bc you naturally bring out ppls demons. People see you and CANT HELP but want to compare, want to try to humble you, or want to go toe to toe with you and you’re just existing. People see you as THE STANDARD and this makes A LOT of people love you but you get just as much hate. Darkness and distortion has no room in your energetic field and this is why you bring out the demons in others just as much as you bring out the God. The reason you have experienced SO MUCH jealousy, envy, group attacks, and blatant disrespect is not because you did anything but because your light irritates the demons in others and they want to either destroy you, dominate you or eliminate you all together.
In Kruger National Park, South Africa, veteran ranger Sipho Nkosi suffered a heart attack while on solo patrol. His vehicle was found empty, and search teams began looking for him.
What the park’s remote trail cameras revealed broke the hearts of everyone who saw the footage.
An old bull elephant — known to rangers as “Mnumzane” (Zulu for “Sir”) — had found Sipho’s body. For three full days and nights, the elephant refused to leave. He stood guard, gently touching the ranger with his trunk, chasing away hyenas and jackals that came too close, and even covering parts of the body with branches and leaves.
On the third night, the elephant was still there — visibly grieving, swaying slowly beside his fallen friend. Only when the full recovery team arrived with vehicles did Mnumzane finally step back, watching solemnly as they carried Sipho away.
Park officials later confirmed that Sipho had rescued this same elephant as a calf years earlier after poachers killed his mother. The elephant had never forgotten.
One colleague who viewed the footage whispered:
“He didn’t come to say goodbye. He came to make sure no one disrespected his brother.”
Mnumzane still visits the exact spot regularly. Rangers now leave fresh water and fruit there in honor of both.
Today I was Studying
*Matthew 4. The Temptations of Jesus. And I noticed something.*
There's a *pattern* here that nobody really talks about.
The first temptation — it was about *appetite*. And comfort. The enemy, yes, *the devil*, of course he knew Jesus was hungry after forty days of fasting. That's not a small thing. So he came at the most obvious point of weakness. But what did Jesus say?
It was beyond just knowing scriptures. This was *application*. *"Man shall not live by bread alone."* Jesus knew — you have to master your own appetites. You have to live according to how God wants you to live. According to *His* word. Not your hunger.
The second temptation — this one was about *identity*. He took him to the pinnacle of the temple and basically told him, *throw yourself down. Test God.* But Jesus? If he didn't know his identity, that would've worked. He understood that God is not to be *tested*. Yes, God protects him — but God also has... his *boundaries*. He knew who God was. And because he knew who God was, he knew who *he* was.
The third one — *the heart*. The state of the heart. Because guess what — if your heart is not towards God? Like, if it's even slightly turned? The enemy will *absolutely* try and test you there. He showed him all the kingdoms of the world. He went straight for the throne of the heart.
*Three doors the enemy tries to walk through. Appetite. Identity. The state of the heart.*
Where is your appetite? Are you that kind of Christian who eats 365 days a year, seven days a week, thirty days a month — and never *fasts*? Like, yes.
Do you know your identity in Christ? Do you know your limitations? Do you know your authority, your power, your inheritance, your heritage?
And how is your heart? Is your heart bent towards the Master — or towards the kingdoms of this world?
These are the three doors. And Jesus showed us exactly how to shut them.
They can’t stop what God has ordained for you and that’s why they’re upset. That’s why they’re mad. That’s why they’re still doing work on you. That’s why they’re still projecting their internalized misery on to you. That’s why they come up with these elaborate plots and will do anything even incest and sex magic to try to mimic what you NATURALLY possess. That’s why they stay up all night. That’s why they have entities running through their thoughts daily and have no true sovereignty bc their jealousy and envy rules every move they make.
It’s weak && they want you to suffer bc that’s the only thing that will make them feel better. They’re projecting instead of healing what’s within and that’s not your problem.