Your hatred towards people might be your greatest asset because you already understand how fucked up a human can be therefore you dont get affected by their shit.
The early PUA community had a saying :
"The cure for 'oneitis' is to Swoop 10 new girls."
Now this is good Actionable Advice,
but what Almost Everyone refuses to Realize is:
The cure for losing one child is to make 10 new kids.
And the Crooked X Algorithm Covers this Up.