I've been keeping it in for quite a while now specially from her. Kasi I don't want her to worry. I want her to reach her dreams and goals. For almost 4years of being literally 1 call away from each other we'll be miles apart from each other weeks from now. 😭
So our director told me that I was getting skinnier and asked if it was because I'm stressed that my girlfriend is about to leave the country to work (nagpaalam kasi ako mag wfh) I honestly couldn't tell if it is the case or not but one thing is for sure.
Knowing na paalis na siya in a few days is really giving me so much anxiety. I've been trying to drown myself with work para di ko ramdam. Pero I guess there's no point in hiding it. People are starting to notice.
I’ve found peace far beyond all understanding
Let it flow when my mind’s under siege
All anxiety bows in the presence
Of Jesus the keeper of peace
And peace is a promise He keeps
You will stay true
Even when the lies come
Your Word remains truth
Even when my thoughts don’t line up
I will stand tall on each promise You made
Let the rest fade away