"Nostalgia Hurts" By Peggy
"Nostalgia hurts" or so they say
But as I look upon each day
I simply wish them all away
The coming home for which we yearn
I think I'd rather watch it burn
This place in which I grew for years
Looking back brings only tears
I think I'd like to start
Me pierdo casi todo el tiempo en mi vacío, en mi interior. No sé quién soy.
No tengo personalidad, o eso es lo que creo. Desde que nací no sé qué quiero ni cómo me siento. Me cuesta ser feliz, darme el privilegio de la felicidad es algo que no merezco, o no creo merecer.
From Wikipedia but shortened I guess and it won't hurt ur brain lmao. this is how militaries work and about some psychological illnesses. This is kind of surface level research but y'all can always look for more and tell me about them lol.