marvin 🙈 recoverytwt

silly guy trying his best

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

new intro !!
looking for mutuals!
recoverytwt !!
maybe foodtwt gymtwt idk we’ll see what happens !!

i love silly video games and tmnt and musicals!
i work with horses !!

i won’t fb vent accounts and will mostly avoid venting on here but i don’t mind if they follow me!

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

i would call it girl dinner but i already had dinner and it’s like 9:30 so it’s more like girl bedtime snack

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

going downstairs for a quick snack and coming back up with meat, cheese, crackers, a fruit, a veggie, and a little dessert to go with it, this is what i call winning in life

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

why is the majority of my for you on here disordered content?? can i get more recoverytwt people please

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

it might just be stuff like oh i’m having a hard time with this right now, or current struggles? that might include nonspecific mentions of weight and my gym stuff! but if anything seems like it would be unhelpful or triggering for me to post here please let me know and i won’t!

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

guys i’m ngl i’ve been struggling a lot and going back and forth between being alright with things and having a really hard time with my body and food and it just makes me nervous to post on here? idk i feel bad saying i’m recovering and then turning around and struggling yknow?

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

i don’t want to say i’m not recovering because i so badly want to get better but sometimes it’s so hard, would y’all like if i keep posting even if i’m kinda talking about my struggle? i absolutely won’t make this a disordered account and i don’t want to be triggering to anyone!!

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

i can’t believe i used to never eat a full avocado, avocado toast is probably one of the greatest things in life

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

pumpkin cream chais are probably my main motivation to get up in the morning

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

made my eggs with butter for the first time because my friend told me that’s how she does it but i think i also over salted them because they just taste like butter and salt </3 it’s okay now i know for next time and i’ll use much less

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

i swear eggs never look good in photos </3

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

it’s a bit ugly but i haven’t posted a meal in forever !! english muffin with butter, scrambled eggs with spinach + cheese, and an apple! (+ some peanut butter for the apple and a pumpkin spice protein coffee that didn’t make it into the photo)

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

happy birthday to me !!! went out for food with some friends last night and had breakfast with my mom this morning!

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

one of my veggie straws was perfectly curved and i knew what i had to do

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

back on that avocado grind !! bagel with cream cheese, gouda, and avocado with a little bit of lemon, lime, salt, and pepper (+ a protein coffee on the side of course)! not the prettiest but it’s tasty and that’s what matters!

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

verse of the day on my bible app is my favourite verse and i’m getting yummy food for breakfast maybe life is okay

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

i want to start working out again because i know the results will make me happy and it’ll be good for me but i don’t have the motivation or energy to do it consistently

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

i feel like i haven’t been enjoying food like i used to but i don’t know if that’s from things getting more normal in recovery or if i’m just not doing as well or whatever

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

i need to make an effort to be on here more often, i’m still alive just been sick and miserable and not really thinking about recovery much

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

i got ice cream with my friends the other day and then yesterday i shared a pint of ice cream with different friends, life is so good

[marvin 🙈 recoverytwt @ramsrecovery]

should i be brave and play minecraft on easy or something or be a coward and keep playing on peaceful? i haven’t played since before the warden and i was lowkey scared of mobs even before it because i’m a big baby with no survival skills