Im tired of fighting. Constantly defending myself from shit my family says ab me. I can't do it. I give up.
Then ig I'll just be the person they think I am
Forever grateful how my sister tells me day after day that everything i do is wrong and in general makes me feel like a worthless piece of shit ^^ <3
today a classmate took a hold of my wrist and held a paper with the edge over it and pretended to pull it back harshly. i haven't felt triggered that much in a long time and i feel physically sick. i tried to joke ab it and said i alr did that...but it didn't help like normally