I’m soo committed to myself rn, been abstinence & sober for 50 days. It’s really mind over matter 🫡 I was really losing the plot on who I AM. My mind was becoming so weak because I knew what was right but I was letting my heart win every time.
sometimes I feel so weird explaining to someone how inconsiderate they were in a situation. It’s like if you didn’t feel yourself being outta pocket idk what’s left to say. real is rare and when it’s in you it feels so wrong to explain
But I must admit I’m also a horrible friend to have, I hate talking on the phone, I don’t text back unless we being messy or planning a trip, and I hate hearing other people problems because I’m dealing with my own. So maybe that’s why too!!!!
Mmh a good man is secure & confident! a leader someone you want to listen too, makes you a better woman.. Dependable yanno takes the place of your father hence the term Daddy 🤪 lmao