Day 13 of running a 5K every day to spread awareness for mental health.
On may 15th I spoke to my sister for the last time, and on may 16th she was pronounced and my heart hurts in a way I can’t explain
My sister struggled with depression for many years, and even though she was a light and savior for many people, she was unable to be that savior for herself.
I’m doing this because there’s nothing sexy about running a 5k every day
But I also know that it’s really a challenge of willpower and resilience to the outside world and life
And that for many of the people battling depression, it’s not flashy to fight it
It hurts
We lack motivation to get up
We lose more and more hope as the feelings persist
And for me, all I ever wanted to show my sister is that there was hope, and if she showed up for herself every day and did the small things right
That slowly things would become more manageable and she would start to have hope again
And eventually she could bathe in the sunlight, even after enduring the storm for so long
But, that didn’t happen for my Maggie and now I’m left heartbroken and to be honest I’m not really sure how to move forward
So I’m running, and doing something that I know will be challenging and painful and there’s going to be a lot of days where I feel like I can’t.
But I will show up for myself, and for others every day regardless of how life is treating me
Regardless of what the weather is
Because that’s what it takes, as hard as it is.
And if you’re reading this and you too are struggling, know that you are not alone
You are loved
And if not for yourself, show up for me, or show up for the people that love you
Choose to show up at least today
And be willing to fight
And worry about tomorrow, when it comes.
It’s part of a feel good turn around story. They literally made a movie about it so not sure what to call out here.
Adversity can really hurt or break you, or you can become stronger and better because of it. Looks like he’s just saying ray davis and josh Jacob’s (pro bowl back) are both good at football and have handled adversity well this isn’t a cancellable take and the comments to your post agree.
Day 286 running a 5K every single day:“The fool, with all his other faults, has this also, he is always getting ready to live.” - Seneca 💭
Meaning, most people fail at achieving their goals because they’re “getting ready” to get started
Oh I’ll start Monday, I’ll start next month, I’ll start tomorrow etc.
No, there is no tomorrow, there is no next month, there’s today. And if you don’t start today you will never start.
When I began running a 5K every single day I didn’t even have a goal I just said ok I’m going to run a 5K today
And then the next day
Then the next day
7 days in I challenged myself to complete a month
One month in I finally announced I was going to do it for a year to raise money in honor of my sister.
After I had already built the habit
In no way did that make the last 250 plus days easier since then
But I started the habit first
What are you avoiding?
It’s my sisters first birthday she didn’t get to see here with me.
It’s coming close to a year without her and it’s 284 days running a 5K every single day in honor of her and to raise money and awareness for mental health.
Something I told her all the time was the storm will pass
No matter how dark it gets or how cold. How much it rains so it feels like it would never end. It will end.
Today is a reminder of what should have been for my sister but isn’t.
If you’re struggling head to @TWLOHA and click find help.
If you know someone struggling, show up in the most meaningful way you can today.
I’ll see y’all tomorrow on the tarmac for day 285 and glad to see @hardestgeezer still chugging along. Part of my inspiration for starting this challenge
If you’d like to donate to my fundraiser to @TWLOHA I would appreciate it so we can save someone else’s sister, brother, father, mother, friend, stranger.
https://t.co/P6RjuIKtag
Day 268 running a 5K in honor of my sister passing from depression.
I watched first hand for years the struggle in a way that most people would never be able to understand.
The small amount of pain I face by running every day to raise awareness to the talented, amazing humans who struggle by looking at the world through foggy gray glasses.
It’s possible to escape but it’s so hard to feel about yourself and lack motivation and hope that it will improve.
I’m living proof it can be escaped as I have felt the depth of depression and unaliving ideations but managed to build my dream life.
Every day when I feel the pain in my legs. Shoulders. Hips. I remind myself how inconsequential that pain is to what I’m doing it for.