↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿

:✧: full time girl kisser and student athlete ed haver :✧:

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

✧: pinned !
↳ mabel (she/they)
↳ 21
↳ edtwt, though most posts don’t necessarily pertain to my ed
↳ have been in and out of recovery

✧ DNF: -phobic, anti-recov, “problematic” (and proud)
↳ i am ok with -16 following me but i won’t follow back

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

i hate laying down when i can’t sleep because like i KNOWWW i won’t sleep if im not laying down but also i could be doing literally anything else

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

the fight was me displaying symptoms that we’ve talked about before but they made her feel bad so it was her fighting and me just profusely apologizing because if she had decided to block me after it that would have been a wrap for me but now i feel like i’m walking on eggshells

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

we’re not even fighting anymore i just feel like shit

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

also chat just letting the people know that i have in fact been in a full relapse for a couple of weeks because i got in a fight w my ex. i’ve just not been active but like idk maybe ill start popping in every now and then

[♡yG♡🧚‍♀️ @angellailah_yG]

it's incredible how miserable i can make myself in just a matter of seconds with just my brain

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

i wish there was a socially acceptable way to bring up someones sh in like an understanding way. i know this girl whos a few years younger than me and is very obviously struggling but i dont know her well enough to feel comfortable bringing it up in like a i see you i get you way

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

@luvfromlennie secrets safe with me as far as i’m concerned that’s your natural color

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

@luvfromlennie red tones are so your color omg maybe i’m just obsessed with you instead

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

god i hate doing a sport that requires focus and strength because it’s a pain in the ASS to try to practice during an active relapse and it’s pissing me OFFFF

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

@luvfromlennie KITTY also i’m obsessed w your hair omg?

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

tweeting this as i’m working on making a baby blanket btw

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

i have a niece now and that means i like actually have to keep myself alive because i can’t be the aunt who died i have to be able to be the cool gay aunt UGH

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

god gender is so fucking weird dude. i keep trying to find my perfect balance between masc and fem and none of it ever feels right

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

i’ve been living alone since october and i wish i had cute meal pictures to post but for the last like 2 months my safe foods have been walmart chicken taquitos and steamed dumplings. i need to start actually cooking

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

the way some of my moots are moots w my irl friend is spooky. like they retweeted one of cassie’s posts that i saw while i was scrolling through and i got jumpscared

[heather 💫 @_hxneyglow]

hey is it okay if i decide to be an active participant in my life for the first time after a lifetime of trauma making me feel like i need permission to exist

[Buck @Buck36043Buck]

When you Can’t Undo decades of Self Hatred and Emotional Dysregulation in an afternoon 🤦🤦🤦🤦

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

i’m also drunk rn i fear

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

also chat just letting the people know that i have in fact been in a full relapse for a couple of weeks because i got in a fight w my ex. i’ve just not been active but like idk maybe ill start popping in every now and then

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

i’m keeping watch on the account, it’s not been active since right before my birthday so 6 months but still. if they suddenly pop back online i’ll talk to them ab it

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

mabel’s moral dilemma of the night: found an irl friend’s twitter, some of their posts feel like they read as having cheated on their partner but i can’t get confirmation one way or another without ABSOLUTELY blowing up an entire friend group

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

this time last year i could down 13 shots over the span of a game and be fine. we are so back folks

[↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 @ratthands]

low res (as in low cal, not having this fight tonight) is so fun because you take two and a half shots and are as drunk as 5 shots used to get you