Eden 🥀

edtwt + venttwt🔞 . she/her

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

New job lets me have free fountain soda… so happy.

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

Eight more pounds and I’ll be back at 120… that was my lowest before I relapsed back into my binge eating… I really want the 110s to be my new lowest.

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

I have to keep telling myself my fat distribution is different from other people my height and weight… I keep getting discouraged. I also must keep in mind I have not weight trained much… hopefully by December I’ll have funds saved to go back to the gym… 💭

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

I kind of like this idea but it comes at such a cost of lack of fiber…

[snoopy ੯‧̀͡⬮ @esnupicals]

this is why i’m a junkorexic omg 😭

[angel_wings🪽 @fawn_doegirl]

you're a cardio bunny because you don't want to get bulky, i dont lift because im a lazy bum we're not the same

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

@hauntedflesh Cute!!

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

Okay, I will start weight training when I get back to 120... or at least 115. I at least want to make a quick difference before my partner's birthday and before mine. Also before I even meet their mom...

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

Ugh. Maybe I should just do weight training.

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

I'm thankful after a -60lb loss that my loose skin isn't too terrible... (At least where I'm at now.) My arms are sort of annoying but I'm pretty sure that's because fat is holding on there making the appearance worse than it actually is.

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

Sometimes I can't believe I let my mom convince me the rest of my fat was loose skin. I clearly have fat left in my body and I can just barely grab the loose skin I do have.

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

@PH0ENIXOXO I think spray would be the easiest and safest...

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

@C1GGYSTARDUST As long as it's at ones comfortability there should always be a push to never isolate yourself and make the disorder worse... I am 23, socially stunted, and missed so many social skill building opportunities because of it. I could never wish that upon the youngins here.

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

Using my partners pajama pants to track how much I'm losing is kind of funny but also kind of cute... I dunno..

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

@PH0ENIXOXO Oh…

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

I think I will do weight training when I finally reach 120/115… I don’t have the patience at my current weight to do it right now…

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

Knowing I’d actually look smaller at my size if I properly weight trained…

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

I miss the gym… I know I can do it at home but I get so lazy. 💭

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

Knowing I’d actually look smaller at my size if I properly weight trained…

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

Getting up just only to buy energy drinks… maybe a protein bar too but I’m unsure.

[Eden 🥀 @ravagemyguts]

@hauntedflesh looks bomb af whats the 2nd one..