I have no medication, I need medication so bad, entity if a greater power if you're real please give me therapy right now or else I know one day I'm going to completely push everyone who ever cared about me away.
I wish I didnβt have this underlying fear that everyone around me is just barely tolerating me and if I do even one thing wrong theyβll turn on me
That everything Iβm doing in my life is on the very edge of being acceptable and if I push for even a little more, itβll be too much
Like genuinely some people just need to die for the way they spoke to me completely unprompted like who do you think you are? Why is it so hard to extend some kindness? You people make it so hard to be gentle and kind.