So yesterday would have been around 1000 calories if the party hadn’t happened plus 1.5 or wtv gallons of water, and then so far today it’s 650 calories, but maybe I won’t eat much —
— to get water and the pizza was just sitting there. I ate 1/2 slices to get rid of it. Tomorrow if someone doesnt eat the last one, I probably will, but then I’ll control my eating past that point. I will feel better to starve again. I actually had a moment to get really excited
What’s sad is I was feeling so good from starving earlier tonight…it went on really long, and I liked it…then I felt myself go into a deeper starvation, and that went on for a while, but then I went downstairs —
Here’s calories so far. I’m doing good. I thought I would be at 1000 by now. I messed up on my sandwich and put too much meat and cheese. I thought I was doing ok, and I went to put it back, but I had already got sauce on it. And I don’t have my keto bread.
Sad…I can’t wear my Apple Watch because when I gained weight, it stopped fitting on my wrist, and then I couldn’t find my missing watch links, so I’m gonna have to ask someone if they can give me a band
I’m insane. It’s so outrageous what’s going on for me. I’m at 199 pounds right now. I’ve lost weight from about 202 lb, but I’ve never weighed this much.