ravenowsky

i was cursed to be a creator###this obsession has Taken over MY BODY/////66666ყσυ'ʅʅ σɳʅყ υɳԃҽɾʂƚαɳԃ σɳƈҽ ყσυ ɠιʋҽ ყσυɾʂҽʅϝ υρ ƈσɱρʅҽƚҽʅყ

[ravenowsky @ravenowsky6]

road to eternal slumber (2018 - 17y/o)

it used to be bad, terrible even. it definitely does get better, but it is still difficult — maybe a different kind of misery.

#poem #poems #poets #poetry #artph #artmoots #arttwt

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sketch 2 (2018 - 17y/o)

random sketches in class (again)

#artmoots #artph #arttwt #art #rkgk

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lauren jauregui from fifth harmony (2) (2018 - 17y/o)

unfinished and abandoned, because it looked nothing like her.

#arttwt #artmoots #art #artph #rkgk

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order and chaos occupies my mind and it's not looking good.

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i was made for this (2018 - 17y/o)

#artph #artmoots #arttwt #art #rkgk #journaling

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creativity starts to feel forced and not genuine. i start to cross-reference my journal to other people's journals and i feel a sense of "not chaotic enough." it simply isn't. and the more i force it to behave a certain way, the more inauthentic it'll turn out to be. ++

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i didn't know that was one of those days i'd miss a lot. i'm not sure if i remember every detail but the feeling of being there is enough to remind me how fleeting and magical, even if extraordinarily mundane, things really were.

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D.O. from EXO (2) (2018 - 17y/o)

i drew this while in class.

#artph #artmoots #arttwt #art #rkgk

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inktober day 7: EXHAUSTED (2018 - 17y/o)

the darkness looms ahead and engulfs the crevices of my soul. it sits on my back, like a pestering leech, embedded beneath the folds of my skin — stubborn, unforgiving, merciless.

#artph #artmoots #arttwt #art #rkgk

[ravenowsky @ravenowsky6]

my heart expands and i'm running out of sleep, and i'm still not there yet.

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i didn't have an eye before, now i do. (2018 - 17y/o)

#artph #artmoots #arttwt #art #rkgk

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"まだ" is what i keep telling myself ; "not yet." when? life already started the moment i passed the red velvet corridor. i'm wasting so much time thinking i'm preparing to live. always always preparing for the worst, for the best. god fucking damn it. ++

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journal entry: 7th of april (00:35, saturday) — my problem (2018 - 17y/o)

8 years later, i still don't know who i am and i'm still in the process of learning who i really am, but we're getting there. somewhere in the future, i'd know who i really am — or not — who knows?

[Double Fish @Double_Fish037]

#ranfren

はなたば‌

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hogwarts (2018 - 17y/o)

i wish life was that simple.

#artph #arttwt #artmoots #art #rkgk

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inktober day 8: STAR (2018 - 17y/o)

twinkle binkle lightning star. how i wonder what you are? up above, this ladder so high. what the fuck is gripping on my thigh? crinkle shingle twitty star. look at all those hands behind my bar.

#artph #arttwt #art #artmoots #rkgk

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, but mystical and with power. purple lightning strikes my veins as if towing the edges of my toes — i'm glistening — i, i'm gay.

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strange things are happening to me (2018 - 17y/o)

#artph #arttwt #artmoots #art #rkgk

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i cough up blood; dainty and sweet. i don't know what dainty means. the spirals in my head are growing faster and deeper into my spinal column. the fire and water over me flashes before my eyes like annoying buzz flies. mechanic? it's up there and inside me. i'm an artificial boy