It's exhausting when you keep finding yourself in connections that almost feel right but never quite land where you need them to. You open up, you give your energy, you try to create something real, but after a while you notice that you're the only one emotionally present. You start to feel misunderstood.
You wonder if you're too much, or if you're expecting too much. And what makes it more confusing is that, on the surface, the connection seems great. The conversation flows. There's intellectual chemistry. You feel seen, but not held. Heard, but not felt.
y'all gone burn so many bridges with the good people in your life fronting & treating them as if they never been there for you. People have different views on " staying down until one comes up " I done stayed down in so many situations when in so many situations I got left, used & mistreated! But everybody not built like me, I never been the type to switch up, act funny, down talk or use someone!!! If I fuck with you, I fuck with you. It's never for what you got or what you don't have, because if it's meant to have, at the end of the day we gone get it.
This generation doesn't know how to build healthy relationships. We end up saying things like "I don't owe anyone anything," but we do owe people something. You owe an apology to those you've offended. You owe gratitude to those who have supported you. And you owe respect to those you've disrespected. Accountability is a personal act of integrity and moral principles. We will continue to live in a broken society until we learn to take responsibility for our actions that negatively impact others.