no one tells you how embarrassing it is to isolate because I'm not just abandoning the people I love, I feel detached from my entire reality & identity, all I can do is survive and spectate while everyone keeps living normally
grief really takes so much out of me like seriously... i’m constantly feeling empty like something is missing and i’m so fucking over it.. i miss who i was before all of this
then there’s so many babies being born around me and i don’t want to come off as bitter but it’s so painful for me i wanted my baby so bad like God why💔🥺