Balloon day! 1 year closer to unc status
Thank you so much for the support and kind words last night, i felt so bad and emotional, i don't deserve yall but i am forever grateful and will keep doing my best and push forward ~
Quick vent: unfollow me if you find it annoying
I honestly wish ppl would fw me in private, I have been posting alot of irl ghostface pics for spooktember, but alot of irl things have honestly made me unable to debut or stream. I don't have any friends in this space who want to talk with me, alot find me boring, annoying or creepy, despite me not doing anything and we all know when ppl talk about you or a rumor start, it spreads like crazy. Most of my old and current mutuals leave me on read or unfollow me when they find out I'm not a real vtuber yet. I have considered rebranding away from vtubing because I feel like i don't deserve to be here and to interact with you all. I just want to be a vtuber, have fun and create content.
Sorry for the vent, I just needed to get this off my chest ๐ค