After a big injury, it doesn't just trash you physically. It screws you mentally too.
You lose a lot of yourself. Last time, my head went. I pushed people I love away and made bad choices. No excuses. Was still me.
But I won't let it define me this time. πͺ #NoACLNoProblem
So I guess that's part of the healing and growing βΊοΈπ»
Even after being told I have a ruptured ACL and may never return to competitive sport, I haven't holed up which it definitely once would have.
Now, just super chuffed and celebrating their wins from a distance. π₯³πβ¨ (2/2)
Seeing the person you care about most and adore absolutely killing it πͺ is a great feeling! π₯³π
Once upon a time I would have let other things, stress, insecurities, make me emotionally unavailable and distract away this feeling, celebrating these wins...(1/2)
Some open water swimming recovery followed by a big solo hike to rehab/test the knee! Loads of thinking and missing...
Finished up with possibly the best Unagi-don in Manchester and a nice catch at Pixel.
A day in Westminster, discussing "change" and "chances". Albeit about employment, the concept came from the heart.
Another day I wish I could have shared.