Rachael Baca

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pathological people pleaser

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Thought I'd share a thing I just was told from my favorite instructor: "There is light at the end of the tunnel, and I've been assured it isn't a train, just the summer sun."

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

I want to cry just a little bit

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Moving and packing is really quite tiresome and I underestimated just how much work it would take

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Am I excited about something???????? Ummm yes, so now I'm PRAYING this goes well

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Really adulting lately and it's both super cool and very scary

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Comfort movie kind of day

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Watching the crown really just makes me so incredibly sad for everyone in that family (and also has given me a STRONG dislike for Charles).

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Packing up my classroom makes me really not want to have to unpack it later on (let alone move it to another room 🙃)

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Too chatty, too emotional, too invested, too anxious, too confident, .... just too much

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

There's a certain level of "am I too much?" that I tend to feel on any given day

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Today, I reset my weekly calendar. I'll remember that date just fine, but at least it feels a little bit like moving forward instead of lingering on the past.

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Today, I wrote a list of everything I feel like I wanna tell you, but mostly, it's that you have left me in a place where I can't, and I really hate that.

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Spotify be recommending a lot of songs about leaving town, getting away from here, but does Spotify know that you need to have some money for that?

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

I so deeply just want things to go right for once. But then again, if it's God's will and not mine... then I guess things are going just as they should. That doesn't seem to make this better, though.

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

And then I keep seeing and getting all those "God gives you the storm to make you" "if you have faith, you will get want you ask for"...........was my belief not strong enough??? I didn't ask for a storm. I just wanted to be loved back. Is that too much???

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

"You're the only one I want to be with, but I can't choose to be with you"...... WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT?

[selina kyle⸆⸉(taylor’s version) @3ambatman]

is anyone else not having a listening party? Just listening to the album alone in bed? No? Just me?

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

"Once I fix me, he's gonna miss me" WHAT THE HECK TAYLOR

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

A kindergartener today:
Kid- "Can I tell you something?"
Me- "Sure!"
Kid- "Yesterday, I had spaghetti"

All said very calm and serious. It was important info

[Rachael Baca @rbaca22]

Getting real tired of these cloudy days