2 doms switching subs for a day. The bratty sub w this endlessly gentle dom being lulled into submission & whimpering by the end. The more meek sub exhilarated by the rougher treatment, tugged and tossed around and cumming way too soon
frank always making sure to check in on his friends during their shift because no one ever bothered to check up on him and that’s why he got away with stealing for so long
he’s mentally calculating the weight he’s going to lose from this horrible hit to his bank account and how he’s going to be sleeping on the floor for way longer than he planned but he knows that’s going to kill his back…
safe to say the day is not as good as he thought it’d be.
frank walking into the ED with a half-drank redbull in hang, bags under his eyes from another sleepless, terrible night and he looks so much like hell that his coworkers take pity on him. mckay and mel take some of his patient load, dana slides him a coffee, robby praises him +
but abby’s lawyer is insisting. so frank has to wire a thousand more dollars that he does not have to spare. and he takes five to go sit in the break room and wonder where the hell his life went wrong and how he’s going to be skipping so many meals…
i lied. i want a cute corny relationship. i want to dance in the rain. i want to watch movies and cuddle. i want to write eachothers initials on our hands. i want to draw hearts on eachother. i want to blast music in the car. i want to go on fun walks. i want to hold hands and skip down the sidewalk or in stores. i want to go on the cutest little dates. i want to feel butterflies. i want to stare in eachothers eyes. I want the little compliments. i want it all
goes to bed sobbing because he just wants his life to be normal again, normal before his addiction was found out and he had to go get help and he knows he should text his therapist but… he just doesn’t have it in him so instead he just forces himself to go to bed
frank’s adhd never letting him have any peace but when he’s not on shift he has no one to talk to or do anything with so he settles for running until his legs are numb or deep cleaning his house or doing literally anything to keep him out of his head but sometimes he fails and +
called out of work since he got back from rehab because she knows frank believes he has something to prove and by that he means taking on extra days such as holidays no one wants to work, or doubles when the night shift or day shift is short …
frank coming home to an empty apartment, no kids, no wife, no friends, just him and his loser life after a shift from hell where he continued to catch robby’s bullshit and just life’s bullshit in general and he just sits on the floor against his front door and disassociates.
he wakes up the next day still barely in his mind and calls out of work. dana, who sees that he’s not scheduled for today’s shift even though he was yesterday, asks lena what the hell happened and she just shrugs. but dana’s wondering what happened to frank because he hasn’t +
frank losing a child around the same age as tanner and he feels like a med student again, losing his first patient and doing cpr for almost half an hour trying to bring them back to life just to realize he can’t and it’s all his fault now and he can’t breathe again and he needs—-