reo

05 U・ᴥ・U | a recluse who loves to babble | landmine | sorry for silent follows 🙇🏻‍♂️

[reo @re04r]

need someone to be codependent with

[reo @re04r]

hopping into my minecraft forever world first thing in the morning QwQ

[reo @re04r]

i'm screwed

[reo @re04r]

ueh... i babbled T-T it's all i ever do here on twitter. just rant and say nonsense...

[reo @re04r]

it might take a while... but i genuinely want to get better, for everyone's sake. i'm tired of my own brain playing tricks on me and making me push away the people i love most

[reo @re04r]

she's a clingy girl who needs constant company, and that's something we had in common, but i'm a guy who's always just one inch away from falling back into the hole he worked so hard to climb out of

[reo @re04r]

at the end of the day, we both feel guilty. we were just hurting each other... weren't we?

[reo @re04r]

i'm prepared for the possibility that she might never want me back in her life. i left the decision with her because i don't want to hurt her anymore... i just wanted to make sure she knew that the door isn't like closed on my side

[reo @re04r]

i left a letter in a chest in our room, and i hope she'll read it. i basically just apologized over and over again and acknowledged how painful it must've been for her to watch someone she loves spiral while being unable to do anything about it

[reo @re04r]

depression is the cruelest thing in the world. it blinds you to everything you should be grateful for. i had everything i could've asked for, but instead, i ended up hurting the person i loved most and turning her into a villain in my head. it's terrifying

[reo @re04r]

for context... i just logged into the minecraft server i shared with my (ex?) irl best friend. i peeked inside her unsigned diary and found things she'd written about me. here's a page from it...

[reo @re04r]

this almost feels... peaceful. is this how normal people feel when they say they're "sad"?

[reo @re04r]

i genuinely don't think i've ever felt sadness this pure before. it's not making me want to jump off the building. i *just* feel sad... in its rawest form. i didn't know this was possible

[reo @re04r]

i feel so sad

[g @34rths]

I have a bad habit of saving everything for later. Wow cool youtube video (adds to watch later) Oh my god I've been eyeing this book (adds to want to read folder) I need to watch this movie soon.. (saves for later). I am that friend that's too into saving for later

[reo @re04r]

i wanna have a puppy so bad

[하임 @uiieam]

우울증잇ㅅ는사람 진짜궁금한거잇는데 매일샤워하는거너무힘들지않아ㅏ? ..내가그런상태라 매일샤워하는게미션임ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅜㅜㅜ

[reo @re04r]

not being able to stick with my supposed minecraft "forever world" for more than two days is a testament to my severe commitment issues

[reo @re04r]

i can't be a part of edtwt yet... i must lurk until i lose at least 5 more kgs

[reo @re04r]

@Kioo_39 morning kioo! ^w^ i hope you're having a chill morning~

[reo @re04r]

good morning... i have class today, but i don't know if i have the courage to go...

[reo @re04r]

i'm scared to step on the scale TwT