Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆

she/her, edtwt, blk, 19

[𓆱 Cardamon ♱ @Cardamonstar]

No one noticing ur ed vs someone noticing ur ed #edrtwt

[⋆˚꩜｡⋆ @nyankampf]

i hate being bloated and horny like omfg i’m fat and undesirable

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

whats the science behind losing weight all year and then suddenly gaining right before summer

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

told my mom i felt like i was gaining weight and she said “i can see it” so should i kill myself 😂😂😂😂😂

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

scared to meet people naturally, feeling awkward and left out around people i do know, want to get off social media to stop comparing myself to others, scared to realize how lonely i am bc i have no friends in real life, this brain is a prison i hate living with

[┊ ˚₊‧ Dottie 🎼‧₊˚ ┊SH;;3DTWT @LadyTeetth]

being in a state of not wanting to die but not wanting to live

[fluttershy @hwrtyed]

in need of a gun

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

now that im actually getting skinny i still hate ppl making comments on my body even them just saying “you’ve gotten so small” irritates tf outta me just pls dont look at me at all actually

[ale 🐞 @stonedinurattic]

not recognizing urself has to be top 3 worst feelings ever

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

trying to act normal and complain abt my life in a humorous way to not raise actual concern but only bc i cant let myself be genuinely vulnerable without feeling like an annoying pathetic pessimistic ass bitch but i seriously cannot picture my life getting any better

[Meg @megannn_lynne]

the concept of being big & small & big & small & big & small again & still nobody wants you

[Ang @Ang106249]

having a crush on someone when you’re fat n kinda ugly is the most humiliating feeling, sorry i like you

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

i keep getting rejected/ghosted i think i dont give off the vibe of someone interested in a relationship but its bc ive never felt like anyone was romantically attracted to my real self

[𝕷𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖉 𝕲𝖎𝖗𝖑 @d1s0rd3r3d_dyk3]

first in my bloodline to tweet about starving myself btw

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

nvm im fucking unlovable i guess

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

waittt i think she want me 😍😍

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

i really like this girl and she’s older but she’s so small next to me i feel like a disgusting creature for liking her

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

feb 8th

i finished my leftovers and a ginger ale and body armor

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

⋆𖦹☆ february accountability thread ⋆｡𖦹°‧

[Marz ⋆｡𖦹°‧☆ @reaImendonteat]

feb 7th

we went to cheddars and i got a pot pie but barely finished any of my food but i got watermelon sorbet and ate it all 😋 wasnt dizzy or nauseous for the first time this week LOL