@drmpandas so idk tbh i’m only like 50 pages in but i think it’s bc i’m in the middle of moving and i’m stressing about my pregnancy so i haven’t felt like i had the time to sit down and read
i’ve tried reading, and watching youtube or netflix. but i just can’t find anything that eases the overthinking and anxiety. i wish i had someone to turn to, but all i really have is myself at this point and i’m too uncomfortable with my thoughts to be alone now
it’s 3am and i can’t sleep so i’m gonna just rant for a second. i’m in a tough spot. my roommate is kicking me out due to my bf being over too often. i can’t afford to find a new place and i have nowhere else to go. it’s put me in a bit of a slump. i’m an anxious mess
nothing can take my mind off of it. my mind is constantly racing and i don’t feel comfortable with where i’m at now. there’s no constant in my life, it feels like everything has happened all at once and i have no control anymore.
thinking about joining booktwt bc i miss the twt community and i wanna share my thoughts after reading. but idk if i have the energy to consistently keep up with it lmao
@KalJo96 yeah i’m leaning more towards that too. i keep thinking back to when lowen saw the monitor and saw her on all fours, probably to hide the letter. but that makes me think she wrote it the same day and wanted lowen to find it. she had to have seen the camera there when getting up