Right now I think even though it’s the beginning of a new adventure, I can predict that I know where things will go and I’m pretty happy to get there when the time comes.
WHAT THE F*CK ARE YOU AFRAID OF
- Death : We’re all gonna die.
- Bankruptcy : You can make it all back.
- Shame : Everyone will forget in a week.
- Rejection : It happens to everyone.
- Failure : It’s part of the path.
- Judgment : They’ll judge anyway.
- Losing people : Not all are meant to stay.
- Making mistakes : You’ll survive them.
- Taking risks : Regret hurts more.
Live every day like it's your last day.
One thing about me is, the rough childhood I endured into adulthood I learned to survive and that sometimes you just have to reset yourself even if it’s intentionally getting to a low point and rebuild better.
You know what’s hilarious?…The fact that I was left for another dude and was expected to provide some form of support. Wtf actually has that kind of mentality and thinks I’m this horrible person for not being an idiot? I didn’t lose anything but clearly you lost everything with the downgrade.
All I know right now at this moment is that I’m pumped up for the potential I have/had and what’s to come. The last 4 years it was there but I chose the longer slower path and now there’s nothing prolonging what’s meant for me anymore. Leveling up one step at a time!
So I think I’ve got the sleep down now. I thought it was my mind or maybe it still considered my mind but adjusting to being alone completely was where my struggle was. 2 days with perfect sleep, come on keep the healing coming.