It's easy to say all that, have you ever wondered what went on at your own house when the lights went out? Maybe you don't even know some stuff that happened right under your nose......
Sometimes all I wished was to know if back in the day people did not like or it was just on my mind.... If that was the case, I'm sorry, I never intended to be that way... But it was either that or not welcome at home.....
so many happy moments, but those happy memories now carry so many sad feelings.... Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and tell myself what's about to happen. I should always remember that I'm not supposed to be with many people around me.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm ever going to be able to have friends that stay...
It's tough not knowing if I really am that terrible to be with or if people just don't feel the need to be with me.
My whole life and I still can't figure out how to make and keep friends