I've been binging so bad for the last three days and telling myself it's okay because I'm studying for my finals but now I'm crying in front of a bag of sweets in my room alone. Someone save me from this fucking disorder.
Guys I'm from Spain, I still have New Year's eve dinner, New Year's lunch, three wise men's day (breakfast and lunch) with my family and I can't get away from any of it!!! I'm literally killing myself later.
Life is so hard, I've spent Christmas celebrations trying to walk the line of not overeating and trying to look like I'm eating healthy so no one worries.
Collarbones on full display, chest bones are starting to show, stomach almost flat but there's no thigh gap on sight and I don't think it's coming any time soon... Why is my fat distribution like that?!?