being undiagnosed while knowing there is something wrong with you but you cant say 'oh yeah im autistic' 'yeah i have depression' because then youre a self-diagnosing attention seeker who uses buzzwords is a different kind of pain
I love my girlfriend on a somewhat absurd level, completely without explanation. I'm a fan of her, an admirer of her, and I'm proud of her. I love her smile, her voice, her way, her quirks, and even the little things that probably only I notice. But above all, I love her soul.