You tell yourself you're in control because you still have the choice to walk away.
But look at how that choice works in reality.
You close the app. You get on with your day. You tell yourself you're done.
Then the thought comes back.
You wonder what I'd say. You check again. You feel that little pull in your stomach. You start negotiating with yourself - just a look, just a message, just one send.
And somewhere along the way, you've stopped deciding whether you're going to give in.
You're only deciding how long you're going to pretend you won't.
That's the part you really can't control. 💸
@PerfectGodSoles Truth! Let's not forget, it's the subs funding these “alphas” in the first place. Whether they're real subs or not, it's a cycle that feeds both sides.
You miss feeling seen. You miss feeling wanted. Most of all, you miss having someone take control.
That's why you keep coming back to serving me. Just admit it. 💸
@aussub123 That’s exactly how it should be. However it takes two for that, but someone has ‘commitment and consistency’ issues in truely accepting their natural way 😉