First and foremost, I would like to apologize. I shouldn’t have joked around with a word that is deeply offensive and hurtful in the first place. I thought saying it with a M to go along with the joke would be funny but it was stupid. My best friends are black, i would never use that word in general let alone with any ill intent. I take full accountability for my actions and I’m sorry. I will be learning from my mistakes and doing better moving forward.