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eighteen / personal diary / edrtwt / gad, mdd, sh
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✧ sw: 57 kg ✧ cw: 51 kg ✧ gw: 48 kg ✧ ugw: 40 kg

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⋆.ೃ*:･ #edrtwt intro ⋆.ೃ*:･

⤷red ⋆ '07 ⋆ they ⋆ lesbian
⋆ ednos
⋆ ugw 40 kg ⋆ 159cm
⋆ dni (or block): <16 ⋆ basic criteria
⋆ pro-recov

new to edtwt ⋆ ifb ⋆ i like anime, kpop, cats, video games, art

⟡༄* mainly using this account as a diary but open to moots ♡

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my new clothes delivered i sure do hope they fit

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@stolengardenia1 i'll honestly eat anything slim jim adjacent

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food 2day. i decided i will eat but im not sure im up for more than this

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@dollmiso me if i was the empire state building

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@strawberrycxls when u sway between eating normal/a lot and then not eating enough, your hormones go all out of wack. when i did either one for long enough my skin would clear up

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@elle1121714 no me too it feels infantilizing

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@dietc0keluvr_ 1200 cals is NOT a lot at all. i know your mind might convince you it is but for most people that's enough to still lose weight.

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i down that shit like it's a good ol glass of water 🤤 no wonder i have gastro issues

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Abusing the pepsi zero at one of my jobs bc we get unlimited soft drinks

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so like 245? Give or take like 10 cuz i didn't weigh the peach this time

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Yk what i WILL eat today

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Sitting in 20 bmi hell rn time to go on the walking pad until work

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i hate closing at work but it also means i can wake up late and i wont eat for 7 hours

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and lately ive been eating like 350 every few days bc of it ugh ughhhhh

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Debating on whether i should continue my fast,,, or eat something. i def need an immune reset rn 😭😭 but hypoglycemia always gets me by the end

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all it does is convince me im not eating low enough ☠️

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Nighty night evb

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@strbwmochi why r u me

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tw i struggle a bit with physical sh but holy fuck was it so much worse two years back before seeing my psychiatrist.

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i honestly don't know where i'd be without my mood stabilizer wow