ShyGirl

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

At first i was hurt but i got drunk last night and felt better. I woke up this morning a little hungover but i'm good now. 😄

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

Lol he just messaged me on snap. I'm not opening it until tomorrow night. Or should i wait even longer?

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

I'm drunk now.

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

So yeah havingan imaginary boyfriend is a lot more comforting for me. Maybe i'm just better off with that

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

I hate having to wait hours to days to get a text back. I'm never anyones priority.

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

Maybe i should just get drunk in my room by myself and then go to sleep

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

Idk why i thought this would be any different

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

This always happens to me. There will be a guy once in a while who claims to be very interested in me and then he'll ghost me before we even get to the date

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

If he thinks he can just try and make things happen tmr then he's absolutely wrong.

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

Since it's supposed to happen tommorow I would expect us to talk and confirm tonight but all i've gotten from him so far today was "hey" and nothing more

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

I would definately say at this point that he's ghosting me. I've been speaking to him for the past days and we said we'd meet at a mall but no time was ever confirmed.

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

He was the one who told me he was interested in me like 2 years ago. We did talk back and forth a little bit over the years but never officially met

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

I saw that he's currently active on facebook so he's definately ignoring me

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

He has told me that he's had a crush on me since high school so i thought wow i might go on a date with someone who actually likes me for me

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

All he has said to me was "hey" and i messaged him back, and that was 4 hours ago. It's now 9:44pm

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

I'm supposed to be going out with this guy tmr but he hasn't responded to my message in 4 hours

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

I just wish he knew I existed AT THE LEAST. But I don't ever want to be thirsty and comment on all of his posts and pics. I want him to know the real me.

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

Just to be clear i'm not delusional. I know that I can never be with my crush realistically.

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

I want to be a huge slut for the RIGHT person.

[ShyGirl @redroseycheeks]

Just because I don't sleep around does not mean that i'm not good or boring in bed.