Grabe yung existential crisis ko lately. Sobrang nanlilit ako sa sarili ko. I genuinely feel so left behind in life.May potential ako, pero hindi ko alam kung paano ako mag-excel. Time is passing, and I feel like I haven't.
ginawa ko to last last week kasi punong-puno na ako. di siguro akalain na sasabog ako. hanggang ngayon ineexclude ako sa mga meetings at reports. wala rin magawa TL ko. balakayojan.
one harsh truth na natutunan ko as a corporate girlie is to be very fucking outspoken. kailangan talaga minsan you put them in their places, lalo na pag managers
passive suicidal thoughts, when someone doesn't necessarily want to end their life, but feels so emotionally or mentally exhausted that they wish they could just go to sleep and not wake up, or disappear without having to make anything happen
Nobody likes you when you're depressed.
Plain and simple. We can talk all day about mental health and how important it is, but the moment you are depressed, people start to distance themselves. They see you as negative, a burden, and someone too heavy to handle.
no one talks about how draining it is when ur mood is constantly switching between "it's okay, i don't care, i'll be okay" and "i don't know how much more i can take"
Can we talk about how fucking exhausting it is, constantly trying to distract yourself from your own mind? not being able to have any real time to relax yourself because you’re so terrified of your own head, because it’s so mentally and physically draining