i do sort of wish i hadn't first had to experience the abysmal depths of parasocial hell in order to reach this point but yknow what at least i'm happier and more well-adjusted now
my kpop stan life really has been so much more peaceful since i stopped emotionally investing in men as much. like dgmw i still love my fav boy groups and their music but i will never again be ride or die for a man i don't actually know
living alone in a city apartment is so fun and joyous and whimsical until you have to lug a package the size and weight of your own body up 3 flights of a spiral staircase
working in science in the usa rn is so batshit bc every 3 days admin sends out an email like "hey fyi this new bill will completely destroy our federally funded research program" "also our budget has been cut to 1/3 of usual" "and your coworkers' visas might get canceled" oh okay
@baddieyuta itโs sooo depressing literally every pro-humanity sector is getting completely gutted in a way that will hold back progress for decades :,))) free us
was planning to do another complete listen-through of vision wings on my walk but instead i spent the entire 30 minutes listening to blue fever on loop i think i need an intervention
it's just hard for me to stay emotionally connected to a group when i can't listen to their music so i've mostly had to retire from 127ville and it does make me a bit sad. but idk i might eavesdrop on the new cb from my retirement home in the nsuburbs. tbd
i guess maybe at some point i should start trying to listen to 127 again but i have been avoiding literally their ENTIRE discography for two years and i'm still weirdly terrified to ever hear any of their old songs with [redacted] again so idk