mira ✧

that damn purple bitch

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just saw this on tiktok in reference to fascist mass murderer dictator kim jong un and his daughter. we are doomed.

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@Pill_girls i mourn pilot alastor as if he was my own kin bro they literally stripped him of any swag. why is he barely a radio guy now. where tf is his charisma. he was so much more INTIMIDATING. this is a sensitive topic for me its so serious......

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@n1ckelpercent i literally hate stolas with my whole entire puss puss and ive spent the past 2 weeks constantly reiterating that but oh my god. viv making a poorly written yaoislop character does not make her a bad person. it is so insanely parasocial to traumadump on a show creator like this

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@3meimei3_ ???!!! where did i say that 😭😭😭

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no SHIT there is nuance to it. that doesn’t change that i have a fucking ptsd diagnosis, the goddamn war disorder, from that day. you think i don’t understand? i want to be dead. so badly. but i cant because ill never let my family have this pain. so i keep going.

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@kastki i know this is an insane way to put it but seriously this is the human equivalent of what this interaction would look like

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@kastki okay.. but imps are meant to be an allegory on racism. think of what this scene would look like if they were humans. a white, royal vassago talks to person of color blitzo and goes: “play along, little darkie!”

see why blitzo is pissed off? 😭

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@dizzyasteroid @refxlected @measfafasfuck UR JOKING….. AND OVER 55KG IS CRAZY LMFAOO when a fat hoe is mad asf from across the screen oh i can smell the funk….

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@dizzyasteroid @refxlected @measfafasfuck id usually be so upset but honestly its so embarrassing to try to act badass after talking about being TRIGGERED BY A TWITTER POST. and like nil omg if u check her page i couldnt find a single tweet that had any likes i lowkey feel bad…..

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@crsmyaoi i’m always so afraid of doing this to people, man. my friends want me to be more open with them about my suicidal thoughts but i never want them to feel obligated to SAVE me. wish it was easier to find a solid middle ground with it all lol

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@killpopSC2 @crsmyaoi it wasn’t your fault. you also had a life to live. i also lost my best friend to suicide, so i know exactly how you feel. its all hindsight, yknow? you were also just 19. i see you girl ❤️❤️ hope you’re doing okay

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im just begging eveytone to not commit suicide please god just dont fucking do it!!!! someone has to find the body and t cna tbe me anymore it cant br me

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i cant fuckign stand suicide i hate it so much i hate it and i just i cant why does everyobe keep torturing me??? Im alive and i judt

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@measfafasfuck its not impossible. i talk about my suicidal thoughts in therapy all the time. with my friends too. i was only involuntarily committed when i was actively hysterical on a rooftop because i couldnt keep myself alive anymore.

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@measfafasfuck … you understand the pain of finding someone else dead, the person who had been with you through everything and who you thought would never leave your side? you’ve been through the agony of going through every single interaction and wondering how you couldve stopped it?

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@measfafasfuck can YOU at least tell me where these nuances lie??? when is suicide NOT an objective bad? and don’t give me the euthanasia point — medical aid in dying is completely different from suicide legally and mechanically.

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@measfafasfuck i think suicide is an objective bad. full stop. the OP is trying to claim suicide conversations being captured by “the notion of prevention” is bad and refused to elaborate further to me when i asked for clarification. i think prevention is extremely important.

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if i could just make you all understand the pain and the guilt and the sleepless nights going over what you couldve done differently, how you couldve stopped it . then you would get why i think suicide is objectively bad.

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nobody CONSIDERS suicide. 87% of suicide cases are impulsive (made within 8 hours of the death). that isnt consideration its a decision you make under extreme duress because the pain is unbearable. you know what we shouldnt do?? PROMOTE THAT. FUCK.

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@SturmovikPilot @pterodatilos so forgive me if i find these discussions of suicide being a reasonable choice laughable. medically assisted euthanasia? a completely different topic — i support that wholeheartedly. but this. its not good. its awful.

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@SturmovikPilot @pterodatilos and none of that is her fault. i don’t blame her. i love her so much and i wish every day i could go back in time and just stop her. but i can’t. all i can do now is stay alive no matter how much i don’t want to be here, because i can’t spread this disease to my loved ones too