๐// HELLO. i love my boy dimitri but i have no idea when iโll be active here again
iโm on genshin rp if you want to write w me there:
(aether) @starlithero
(kazuha) @wanderbreeze
(venti) @windbrewed
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[Itโs anโฆ awkward sensation, to say the least, though not because the wrinkle between Dimitriโs brows is in part Sylvainโs doing. When was the last time someone embraced him? He stiffens.]
Yes. Ahem. Thank you, Sylvain.
[โฆ It does feel nice.]
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Nothing worth noting, I assure you. The weather merely reminded me of past battles.
[Thereโs more than that, but Dimitri wouldnโt admit this even to himself.]
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Perhaps they thought it would be more polite to stay silent. Though if it were me, I would like to know sooner rather than later.
Ah, but pardon the ramble. This is easily fixable.
[He gestures to the same corner of his mouth again.]
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( mortified โโ ! brims hanging agape in shock, the back of his hand concealing the lower part of his visage. ) unthinkable โฆ I confess, I am appalled to know that nobody thought to notify me prior.
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I love you, too.
[Words that poke holes in his heart. Painfully happy, he thinks. He doesn't know. But by the Goddess do they need to pour. Face pinched, he says it again, again. ๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ, ๐ ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ.
Only when their foreheads touch does he fall silent.]
[As always when the King needs him to be โ Felix is sturdy. Good, that, because Dimitri's bones relax so much he seems to come apart, like his body was an ancient vessel for the great sigh that finally escaped it, and now it crumples once it's lost its use.]
[ a million different memories flood into felixโs headspace โ yet one reigns supreme, warmth drenching felixโs chest as he recounts the moment. ]
this sounds ridiculous, i know โ we were just children with our training swords, playing together. i broke mine on accident, and iโ
I feel as though this is beyond what I deserve. To know that you love me is the greatest gift I've been given.
Felix... it goes without saying, but let me make my words clear. No more misunderstandings;
[After battles innumerable, it's this that finally softens his eyes.]
allows a gloved hand to slip onto Felix's cheek, thumbing away the tear. Blue eyes wander up bit by nervous bit until they connect again. Oh, his sweet shield. ]
How.. long have you known?
[ A question so quiet barely anyone would hear it. ]
[ Loathe though Dimitri is to admit it โ because kings and princelings should always know what to say โ he can think of many occasions that've left him speechless. Shameful ones; terrible ones, too. Of which precious few could stand against the crushing weight of Felix's words. ]
[ felixโs most impenetrable emotional block fractures. he shoves dimitri up against the nearest wall, tears threatening to spill forth. fingers still grip tightly at his collar, desperate for stability as he begins to unravel. ]
how long will we play this stupid game, dimitri?
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[ Dimitri. A king. Letting something as simple as eye contact fall apart until he's left staring at a knob in Felix's collarbone.
With a deep breath he imagines pushing against his firework nerves as if an obstacle in his path. That little glimpse of clarity