anyone else living a life where they feel misunderstood, lonely, & alienated by everyone around them for seemingly no real reason other than being a little different? yearning to be understood & accepted as you are without caveats? or is it just me & my good friend ryland grace?
like not to get weepy and emotional but project hail mary really healed something in me. and don’t get me wrong i have a lot to work on, but.. it gave me the courage to want to keep going, the desire to be alive to be able to do so :’) and it gave me that spark to be creative.
its crazy how PHM cured my intense phobia of space i was muttering to myself "this is unrealistic and could never happen to me" while rocking back and forth the whole first watch but now i actually find myself enjoying space things